I feel myself slipping once again…

I feel myself slipping once again,
I know whats to come now,
I’ve been here before.
Loneliness and despair, just me and my thoughts, my private struggle.
I don’t want much,
just to be free from this darkness,this pain, this fear.
I wish people didn’t judge,
I’m not ‘weak’!
I can’t just ‘pull myself together!’
I wish it were that easy.
I wish they understood,
I wish I didn’t have to pretend,
I wish I didn’t have to hide,
I wish I wasn’t me.. !

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